Poor Bird...

when i came back fr karate class 2day,guess wat i found? oh yea...A DEAD BIRD LYING ON THE LAWN!!

worst thing was...i didnt notice it...was playing wf my dog n my neighbour's dog...luckily my dad stopped me fr stepping on it....

I really REALLY dont like seeing dead things!!!smtg fr d past i guess....summore my dad wans me 2 clean it up....omg....but i didnt :P hehehee...Auntie Marina did =D thank u!!!

but i managed 2 snap a few pics of d crime scene....

seems like my dog was d one hu killed the bird....haihz....wat was he thinking?tat its fun 2 play wf d bird then accidentaly bite d bird and then jz leav it 2 die?he couldnt b hungry coz he dosen't eat raw food,plus,he didnt even eat d bird...guess he was jz playful....nt like i c him attacking Pu3's cat,Kitten....infact,he gets along wf cats better than dogs...weird huh...well...still love him... =) i mean look at him...Taksan kawaii desu =D

HOWEVER...things r changing....since d new dog moved in....my neighbour's cutie pie,Zoey

My dog,Nanu,seems very fond of her....good sign...they became frens =D we're already planning whether or nt shud we allow them 2 date,wf a capital M :P coz in doggie world,DATE kinda means MATE xD teehee

oh well...i guess i reli hv ntg 2 write abt....(dont u c?i wrote a whole post abt a dead bird n my dog's lovelife!)

live.laugh.learn.love =) xoxo

PMR no more =D

yay!!!PMR is finally over!!!pls dont ask me how was it.....hahahahaa...i'd rather jz wait 4 d results =) cant believe 'ppl' hu actually miss PMR exists in tis world....well i jz found tat out 2day....

Anyhu.....its over so y talk abt it....Karate Exam is over too X) i received a brown belt but i dont noe whether its Brown 1 or just Brown (so dont ask me Fabian!!! p/s:i tink i didnt get double promotion T.T sad case....) Ballet exam is oso over!hope i get a Distinction :P Advance Foun clases r really fun!lots of new steps n much more technique required but its worth it =) loving it more!!!

smtg really made me sad....I noe i've been denying d fact tat TVXQ might Most Probaly IS goin to split up....but i finally gave up....so...i drowned my sorrows by checking up on SuJu...KyuHyun *giggles* =)

I bet tis hols wil do me well...lots of partying to do...sry i hv 2 miss ur open hse Hathirah n Abu,n ur Deepavali party Sai n Thanesh n nt 2 forget...Sorry Fiona T.T i always miss ur parties...haihz....bad timing...then i guess i shud oso say sry 2 Guo Lian Fei Zai xD for missing ur party last time..hahaha...we all shud go out when i come bak fr Singapore =) Pei Chu..u stil gona hv a party rite?then,we can hang out at ur place or mayb Fiona's place or Chui Hwa's place...i noe u guys punya hse very big rite :P

Before i end tis nt so entertaining post,i would like to congratulate my uncle,Daniel Foo,on his marriage...I noe ur nt married YET,but u will b tis Saturday =) jz d day after 2moro n ur gona b wearing a tux ;) Gecko Music rocks!!!woot!!!Its gona b such a special day....loves =)

xoxo

Exams o_O wish me all the best anyone?

Right now,i'm taking a break fr my nt so long study time...Right here,is my only place where i can express myself n hope some1 could understand....so...i jz wana feel right agn by sharing wf u guys abt my current worries...BALLET EXAM PMR KARATE GRADING (guess u can tell which 1 i fear d most)

Dont get me wrong,im very extremely worried abt my PMR exams tat r coming soon...starting on 7th oct til 13th oct to be exact...Karate...well...im nt too worried...BUT tis time...tis ballet exam....reli makes my heart wana pop out,my soul wans to escape to a better place...WHY?simply bcoz my examiner tis year happens to be Mr John Byrne.i noe in piano exams,ppl often wish they were examined by guy examiners but ballet is a whole diff thing...

My worries hit me (i mean really HIT me) when i arrived at the ballet studio 1 day...ready to dance alone in my grade class as usual....i was warming up when my ballet teacher arrived n called me....

'Louise,u hv to work xtra hard u noe,c hu u gt...'
looks at the sheet containing d names of students n examiners...*realises i gt Mr John Byrne*
'owh...'
'Ya...John Byrne is very fussy n strict...I've personally attended his classes bfore...This time most of u gt him as ur examiner,better pray had n work hard r....'
*heart skips a beat,i was hoping i didnt get him but now its all in GOD's hands* 'oh man...tats reli scary...'
'its either u get reli good grades or reli bad grades,tats how he marks....u guys r...seng mok abit,tis guy is reli good u noe....haihz... *pause...n then added on* u all sei lo'

ok...i noe most ballet teachers exagerate stuff n act pessimistic for ur own good...like she said,to make u 'seng mok'....but tats nt all d info i gt....

after 1.5 hrs of grades class,i rested n ate my dinner at d ballet skool like i usually do,then at 8.30pm,my frens n i attended vocasional classes,or in our cases,Intermediate lvl....we were all goin in 4 d same exam but oni 2 students in our class gt Ms Benita Whalley...Ms Foong (my ballet teacher) says shes strict n fussy too but the John Byrne is worse as when some1 says a guy examiner is fussy,he is REALLY fussy....

Anyways,back to our intermediate class...before class started,Ms Foong asked us wat we found out abt out examiner (meaning John Byrne of course...he's d super good dancer we're all afriad of)...so Kar Shan shared wat she found,she googled 'John Byrne' n read a page...fr there,we all noe how true the statements our teacher made abt him were...Wana see how severe is it?well check out the comments on this page (btw,susan nicholls is nt 1 of the examiners tis season)

ouch!did those comments shoot a wake-up-now-or-die arrow at me....who m i compared to the other more advanced students?its nt like i hv d body of a ballet dancer or nice feet for turnouts n pointe....i was also born flat footed n even hv lock knees n a big butt tat always seem to pull me down in ballet...if it dosent make sense,let me explain a lil...A ballerina is supposed 2 hv a flat body,tat means no boobs,no butt n long but lean limbs (no outer thigh muscles,oni inner thigh muscles)...add it all together,n a ballerina shud look like tis

or this

im born wf a few defects (nt major,thank GOD i at least hv hands n legs) dont get me wrong,i m nt UNGRATEFUL,i love my self,tats y i accepted the challenge to work hard,tat means HARDER THAN OTHERS...i give it my 110%...sacrifices r done both physically n mentally coz if others can do it,y cant i?
of course we wear sheos for tat so tat it will look smtg like tis

these r my babies =) n they're expensive :P used my own savings la...i need em...

but wheneva i need inspiration,like when i cried during pointe class 1 time coz it my toes hurts so bad ,worse than d normal...hey!i wasnt tearing all over k...its damn embarrassing but d tears flowed down by themselves,a lil by a lil,but i managed to hide it...

in my older posts,i rmbred i uploaded a pic of my toe when it gt hurt but tat was oni a minor thing...my toes r now ruined,i dont reli mind coz i alredi made a decision,tat is im willing 2 sacrifice my toes for ballet,my whole body dedicated to wtvr ballet needs as a matter of a fact.....

so anwyays,if i eva need any inspiration when i break down n feel like i wana quit,i watch ballet videos in you-tube n tis cd i hv entitled 'centre stage'..its d oni ballet movie i hv n eva watched but it reli inspires me in d sense tat even if u dont hv d best techniques but as long as u hv d passion n patience,U CAN DO IT! =D fills me wf confidence alredi tat i immediately dance to any tune in d hall,raising my legs as high as possible.... XP

if u guys wana watch 'Centre Stage',pls dont hesitate 2 borrow it from me

the cast
i noe most of u guys tink for guys to do ballet is GAY...ok...fine...i admit tat part is kinda true..most of em r...but NOT ALL!some r stil straight n they're strong k...y?simply coz they're d ones tat ballerina's rely on when they perform a pas de deux (pronounced as pa-de-da)..when 2 dancers partner up...also take note tat ballet is and revolves mostly arnd romance....but u dont get 2 choose ur partner la :P gota act n dance wf tat person no matter wat...n ppl hu normally get those parts r prima ballerinas,they hv very high qualifications,both guy n gurl....

wow...i wrote a whole blog post on ballet....wat a change...my blog was practically dead..well,cant help it.... xD next time ill upload all d ballet pics i like :P hahahhaa...tis is an early warning 2 avoid my blog if u hate/dislike ballet xD heheheee.....

so PMR is scary n ill nid 2 bulk up coz im doin alst minute studying now...i knew fr d beginning tat i gota b consistant but was jz too lazy...haihz...easier said than done..those hu can actually keep tat routine up...I SALUTE U MAN =D

k..i shud at least finish up my hw now...goin 2 church ltr...wont b blogging til PMR is officially over,tat means 1510hrs on 13th Oct...yes i noe...i hv BC test =.= n u guys get 2 merdeka n party earlier which is at 0940 T.T oh well....life holds no rehearsals,its a one shot thing =)

WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR ALL MY EXAMS YA! =] it may seem like a normal thing 2 do...saying 'good luck' but it sure means alot 2 me n it oso boosts my confidence...prayers r welcomed too :P i nid to pray more...im such a bad person....so anyways...thx alot guys !

muax!

xoxo

HAZEL!!!!!

U guys...if u read tis...jz wana tell ya tat HAZEL LING totally changed my posts on my blog n oso on my facebook.... =.= shes like tat.....

Hazel,remind me y i trust u....i seemed 2 hv 4gotten.....how dare u fiddle wf my stuff gurl.....i'll get u next time *evil laugh* =D muahahahhahaa......dont underestimate me!ill get u bak!!!hmph!

love u guys =) [except haze of course :P]

I LOVE HAZEL & I CAN'T DENY !

TODAY WAS LE BOMB !
why ??
cause i spent time with my bestest friend ever since 6 years old!

hazel wrote tat =.=

BUT NEVER THE LESS SHE IS AWESOME !

oh kay...where shud i start???

tis petit,4 feet 8 gurl,wf a kinda like me punya hyper active lifestyle xD teehee!!

anyways,i knew her since i was 6 through my dad...oh...right..havent told u guys tis retard's name yet! welll,if u wana noe her,her name is HAZEL!!!!woohoo!!!welll...she aint tat nice k...

when we were kids ,tis evil lil gurl actually had a evil associate tat attempted to ruin mess my life...so lets jz say our frenship was kinda interrupted.....sad sad....

but years pass n hazel began 2 realise how mean n diabolical her evil associate was.....so,she came bak 2 me!!YAY!!!i mean...wat would u do without LOUISE rite?? :P hahhahaa......but we were are close =) coz our parents r like real real close buds...hence,de special frenship :x

Anyways,im at her hse now...n yes!!!u probaly guessed it !!! =D HAZEL,my dear best fren,actually made me write tis!!!but deep deeep DDEEEEPPPPPP in my heart, *ahem* *clears throat* love her =) i tink noe i do =]

its getting kinda mushy now...jz wana end it wf....HAZEL THE RETARD IS RIGHT BESIDE ME N TRYING 2 SUFFOCATE ME WF HER LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE PAJAMAS xD hahhahahhaha!!!! 

I LOVE YA HAZE!!! muax!!!

xoxo,

Louise 

Dear Lou ,

remember when i said i wasn't gonna do anything ? Well, some people can't be trusted >] 

SO , its sad that i'm so lazy to edit the post :/ Just wanted to say that i love you too ! :D

Hehehehhehe see, i'm not THAT evil ;] 

Love you,

Hazel . 

♥Stand By You ♥

Tis TVXQ song is jz so chunted...im addicted to it...n i jz hv 2 blog d lyrics...The title is Stand By You....English n Jap(kanji n romanized) lyrics all available..

KANJI

君がさよならを告げずに 出て行ったあの日から
この街の景色や匂いが 変わった気がするよ
君のすべてになりたくて 交わした約束も
果たされないまま 思い出に変わってしまう
ひとりきりで君が泣いたあの時 すぐに飛んで行けば
今もまだ君は 僕の横にいてくれた?
できるならばもう一度言いたかった 大好きって
君への思いを溢れ出した言葉も 今は届かない
君はどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て 何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて 今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ
変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ
結んだ髪の後ろ姿に 君を重ねて
振り返る知らぬ誰かに 何度も勘違いした
着信があるたび 君の名前を期待したり
かっこ悪い毎日ばかり過ぎていくよ
忘れないは言って嘘で 本当は忘れたくないだけ
強がりが僕らしさならば もういらない
君がいなきゃ 何にも感じない幸せって
どう頑張ってみても零れ落ちた涙は すぐに止まらない
君はどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て 何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて 今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ
だから今こうして 僕はまたひとり 君の名前呼んでる
これ以上切なさを抱きしめていけるわけなどないよ
でもそれしかないんだよ
君がいるだけで 輝いて見えた
あの頃は 二度と戻ってはこないけど
何が起こっても 何を失っても
君を愛したこと 決して忘れたくない
君がどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな夢を見て 何して笑っていても
ずっとここにいて 今もここにいて
君といつの日か 逢えると信じているよ
変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ
変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ
—–
ROMANIZED

JJ: Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara
Kono machi no keshiki ya midori ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
YH: Kimi no subete ni naritai to kawashita yakusoku mo
Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau
CM: Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki
Sugu ni tonde ikeba ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta
YC: Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisuki tte
Kimi he no omoi wo afure dashita kotoba wa mou ima wa todokana
JJ: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku o kite? Nani shite waratterun darou?
JS: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo
YH: Kawarazu omotte iru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
YH: Musun da kami no ushirosugata ni kimi o kasanete furikaeru […] dare ka ni […] shita
CM: Chakushin ga atta kimi no namae kitai shitari
Kakkowarui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo
JJ: Wasurerarenai […] Hontou wa wasuretakunai dake […] nai
JS: Kimi ga inakya nani ni mo kanjinai shiawase tte
Dou ganbatte mite mo koboreochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai
YC: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite waratterun darou?
JJ: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo
YH: [...] Ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kiri de [...] n deru
CM: Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo
Demo sore shika nai n dayo
JJ: Kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta ano koro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
JS: Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai
YC: Kimi ga doko ni ite, dare to doko ni ite, donna yume wo mite, nani shite waratteite mo
JJ: Zutto koko ni ite, ima mo koko ni ite, kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo
YH: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
JS: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
JJ: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
—–
TRANSLATION

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.
When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.
Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You’re the only one I’m thinking of.
Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me “Guess who it is~~~”
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.
I can’t forget you,
But the truth is, I don’t want to forget you.
I can’t feel even a bit of happiness
because you’re not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I’ll end up crying
and my tears just won’t stop.
Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You’re the only one I’m thinking of.
Now I’m standing here alone calling your name.
Even though I don’t have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can’t help doing it.
Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won’t come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I’m lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.
No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.
This feeling won’t change,
and you are the only one I’m thinking of.
This feeling won’t change,
and you are the only one I’m thinkin

♥ randomness =]

dimm dumm bubblyy bumm.....eventhough im sick 2day,i feel good!! >.< suddenly,i realised...tat....instead of clinging onto wat has been done,wat hurts,we shud jz keep looking on d bright side of things ^^ small things tat brightens up ur day... like



MUSIC!!! =D

Ain't music jz the best?with music,u can express urself through dance >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_NwsW84fS9ng/Sl1g2Pi9X2I/AAAAAAAAAR4/dySguzzB0jY/s1600-h/DSC00003.JPG">
or mayb smtg more classical??
some prefer to create music,through the wonders of some musical instruments like...
and...
Nature not only plays an important role in keeping us healthy,but also gives us hapiness,esp 2 the ladies.....what about a bouquet of love red roses?


A simple flower...babies breath anyone??


Fond of purple orchids?p/s:its reli RELI tough to plant this flower...mine died T.TBut most of the time,its the thought tat matters most....a rose will do ;)
Still...showing love through actions without using $ leaves the most irreplaceble memory

a love shared between the giant and the tiny
fur ball love...cute...


Life starts like tis,everyone loves everyone...so,theres nt a care in the world...then life goes on...n u'll end up wf smtg like tis pic above....she loves him,he...well...aint so fond of her...
but if u develope it,or jz wait til u find the right one...u'll finally hv wat tis couple has... =]

then agn...some hugs jz cant b explained...like tis 2 teddies.....

L:hey..how did u end up there bluey?
R:ya...n y r u there beside him pinky??

some thigns r best left unknown :P

hahahaaa.....randomness... >.<